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Monday, June 20, 2011

Tribute to the Big Man

By Cheryl Helm


Clarence “Big Man” Clemons passed into his Glory on June 18, 2011, taking with him a musical voice that lived large, loved large, and infused rock n roll with outsized and passionate soulfulness. Like so many musicians, Clarence spoke and sang through his instrument, and oh! – the songs he sang! the stories he told! Just as brassy as his saxophone, Clarence was Street, and his was the song of the Road: the music that travels on two feet, sits on a stoop, pours out from the doors of storefront bars with crackerjack stages where booze and music wash away the poverty, and scrub it down to a Shine. His was the voice of dirt yards and tire swings, brick tenement row houses with asphalt lawns crumbling in the heat, the sweaty sweltering heat of summer wherever she goes.

With every song he brought the grit of the road, the soulful moan of the midnight train, the road song of urban gypsies and rock n roll vagabonds, bluesy troubadours and dancing troupes, the rumbling diesel rhythm of the tour bus, tires clicking their tongues over the concrete miles and lonely nights unspooling and playing out behind.

Steeped in gospel as a child, Clarence was gifted with an alto sax and music lessons at the age of 9, played in high school jazz band, and attended college on music and football scholarships. If not for bad knees, he might have had a career in the NFL, and he certainly had the talent to become a great jazz musician. But the seminal music of the 50s and 60s, embodied in the honking saxophone style of R&B legend King Curtis, inspired his momentous shift from baritone to tenor sax, and set his feet on the determined path to rock n roll and his musical destiny. He became the face as well as the musical soul of Bruce Springsteen’s E Street Band, anchoring anthemic Jersey rock n roll to its authentic black roots in jump blues, jive, doo wop, R&B, and soul.

His physical presence in flashy dress and his bantering stage-play with Springsteen carried as much weight as his signature instrumental solos, filled with urban yearning and visceral deliverance from the sorrows of the day. Without Clarence, who could imagine that “Born to Run” or “Thunder Road,” “Jungleland” or “Dancing in the Dark” could have risen above the basic elements of composition to become the truly epic songs that moved a generation to laugh and cry, dance and sing, live and love. There’s not a single Springsteen song of great sentiment that does not have The Big Man’s musical fingerprints all over it.

Though he’s best known for his work with Springsteen, his much larger legend was built over the years, song by song, album by album, in his solo work, his studio sessions work, and on stage with legends like Jackson Browne, Aretha Franklin, the Grateful Dead, his own lesser-known Red Bank Rockers, and many more artists, gifting each project with his distinctive playing style and his passion for life and music forged in those moments of musical truth and heritage.

His final project was on Lady Gaga’s album, Born This Way, where he contributed sax solos for two songs, “Hair” and “The Edge of Glory” (both of great personal significance to Gaga), and gave his last live performance on American Idol. The day before his death, he appeared in the video for “The Edge of Glory,” Gaga’s first truly classic music video.


Having rejected a high-end fantasy concept at the last minute, Gaga chose instead to produce a pure, stripped down, deeply personal solo performance that premiered to much controversy and carping. Her instinctive commitment to making THIS video THIS way for THIS song now seems poignantly prophetic. Clarence was the visual as well as musical anchor for the video. He was the Street in Gaga’s New York City. His solo was the Edge and Glory that she danced to with utter abandonment and joy, giving flesh and blood to the voice of his saxophone. His last pulsing notes punctuated her final sashay and strut into the New York night. The video was authentically Gaga, on the edge of her glory to come, authentically Clarence, literally “on the edge of something final we call life,” authentically the heart and soul of rock n roll dreams made flesh.

I’m so very grateful to have these last artistic moments with Clarence, to embrace his final song to us. And a message no one could have foreseen when this video was made.

With his passing, I fear that we’ve lost a great deal more than simply a legendary man, a legendary artist. We’ve lost the tether that ties contemporary music to its deep historical and cultural roots. I look out over a rather bleak musical landscape, where saxophones are dismissed as “cheesy” and a generation has a musical memory that doesn’t go much farther back than Madonna, a landscape where music can be created by machine, in bits and bytes, in mechanistic manipulations of voice until nothing human remains…no soul is required and isn’t even necessarily desirable.

But the Street is still here, always and everywhere, and I imagine that tonight, on a thousand stoops and porches, on rusting skeletons of urban fire escapes, on the shoebox stages in a hundred dimly lit bars, thousands of new voices are being raised, to celebrate his Glory, and put passionate flesh and blood to the dance of the life he lived, the life he loved, and the life he played for us all those long years.

If we owe Clarence Clemons anything at all, we owe him the respect to pick up his blazing torch and carry it forward into the next decades where music with heart and soul still matters, still lives and breathes, still dances on rainy streets and fire escapes, still loves in the full heat of summer, and still lives in the fullness of its own authenticity and history.

Rest well in your Glory, Big Man.

Author Bio:
Cheryl Helm is an unapologetically unreconstructed hippie and devoutly politically incorrect. She sold her soul to rock n roll in the 50s, bought her first good electric guitar from Patti Smith's husband in Detroit, and never looked back. She writes poetry, prose, L-Word fan fiction, essays, editorials, music criticism, and some things she can’t quite define. She’s been published in obscure feminist literary journals, alternative presses, newspapers, Creem Magazine, and blogs, leaving behind digital traces like glitter.

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The Edge: Finding Glory in the Transience of Creativity

By Chris Hershey-Van Horn

This is the third piece in our series on the video for “The Edge of Glory.” Click here for the first piece, and here for the second.


“… art gives birth to new art. There is no chicken or egg. It’s molecular. Cells give birth to cells…The past undergoes mitosis, becoming the originality of the future.” –Lady Gaga, V Magazine

The year is 1992. The setting: a Renaissance-style piazza in the Seventh Regiment Armory at East 67th Street and Park Avenue, New York. Inside are three stages, each featuring male and female supermodels dressed in gold-studded black leather, bell-bottoms, and neo-classical prints (NY Times).

People Magazine

The halls are filled with three hundred dinner guests, including the likes of Calvin Klein, Anna Wintour, Ken Natori, Liza Minnelli, and Spike Lee. In only a few hours, the stages will feature a very different kind of entertainment: Puff Johnson, Trilogy, Soul System, and Lenny Kravitz. After diner, an additional four hundred people arrive to watch the show, dance, and eat pasta at midnight. Their host? None other than Gianni Versace.

Gianni Versace. Photo by Irving Penn for Vogue, September 1990.

It was the first time a rock n’ roll concert and a fashion show had ever appeared together in the same venue (Interview). The event was called Rock ‘n Rule, and was planned as a benefit to raise money for AIDS research. That same year, Gianni designed Elton John’s album art as well as the costumes for his tour world tour, the “Versace Signatures” exhibit was featured at the Fashion Institute of New York, and Gianni released his final collection (Versace.com).

The year is 2011. Lady Gaga styles black and blonde hair, gold-studded black leather and heels as she dances feverishly along the fire-escape and sidewalk of a New York City apartment in her “Edge of Glory” video. It is almost a decade since the sounds of Gianni’s visionary extravaganza blazed through the walls of a gigantic fox-Renaissance piazza of that iconic city. But his work and his legacy, as well as the legacy of other influencing factors in Gaga’s life, are re-imagined and reborn through “The Edge of Glory.” This essay seeks to explore the circularity of creativity, its particular transience, and how this affects our understanding of and what it means to be “on the edge.”

Any Little Monster will tell you that Gaga wrote this song as homage to her grandfather after he passed. As she told Ryan Seacrest on Kiis FM, “My grandma said Joey [her grandpa] just go. And we left the room and he died. And I remember he just gave this look to her that said ‘I won.’ Like I’m a champion. So the ‘Edge of Glory’ is not just about falling in love or about dying, but it’s about being on the glorious edge of that glorious championship of your life.” By featuring such icons as Gianni Versace, Clarence Clemons, and New York City, Gaga champions the “glory” of these icons of creativity, showcasing their work, the inspiration she draws from them, and proving one maintains creative or influential immortality even after death.

In Lady Gaga’s first column in V Magazine’s special Asian Issue, Gaga writes, “Glam culture is ultimately rooted in obsession, and those of us who are devoted and loyal to the lifestyle of glamour are masters of its history. Or, to put it more elegantly, we are librarians.” This act of vestimentary devotion is one grounded in a kind of drudging of history, in a constant pulling-up of the old, like a librarian pores over old books. In this way, the glam identity, according to Gaga, is rooted in a supreme awareness and constant calling forth of the historic register. It is interesting to point out that Gaga’s idea of a revolutionary glam identity that deliberately regresses fashion’s timeline seemingly stands in sharp contrast to Donatella Versace’s notions of the same topic. In an interview between Donatella Versace and Lenny Kravitz, Donatella says:

I have so many pieces in the archives that I could put right out on the runway and they’d be perfect…But for me, it doesn’t make sense today. You can play with it for one season, but it’s not going to be revolutionary. I think we should move forward, not back. To define the era we live in is very difficult. How do we define it? We define it by music.

Donatella’s quote betrays an interesting contradiction: archival pieces can function both “perfectly,” while still inappropriate in the context of today’s world; as “we should move forward” in design, we relinquish the pieces of old, even as, perhaps many years later, those pieces begin to function easily amongst styles of today.

With this in mind, I would like to suggest that the music of “The Edge of Glory” becomes that very mechanism that bridges time – that facilitates the inclusion of such old fashion in a new context and allows us to “move forward.” By deliberately merging fashion and music not only in “The Edge of Glory” video, but also in all of her performances, Lady Gaga is able to avoid the problem that Donatella poses, and create a cohesive creative space for her glamour. Lady Gaga’s work, then, functions much in the same way as Gianni Versace’s Rock ‘n Rule: defining fashion through music.

Let’s consider Gianni Versace’s role in the video. All of the clothing Gaga wears in “Edge of Glory” originates from Versace’s final line (Gaga Fashionland, Formichetti). It is no coincidence that the collection Gaga chose to wear was Gianni’s last; in a way, this collection marked the final expression of Gianni’s creative livelihood. If we consider the song’s thematic “edge” as the last moment of life before death, and the fact that the song is featured last on the album, it seems that “The Edge of Glory” is distinctly concerned with the final display of one’s creativity. By re-contextualizing Gianni’s work through the video, Lady Gaga/Lady Librarian dusts an old book off its shelf and proudly reads from it. Thus, the life of Fashion, of “Glam,” as Gaga calls it, is circular. Fashion is ever-evolving. A line is replaced by another, season replaces season; the fleeting nature of fashion embodies the transient nature of existence. But the “edge” of Gianni’s creative genius becomes simply the “edge” from which it will transform into another iteration of creativity. The “Edge of Glory” is not a death at all, but a rebirth.

I’m on the edge of something final we call life…
But the birth was not finite, it was in-finite…

Clarence Clemons’ role in the video is similar to that of Gianni’s. With regards to Clemons’ saxophone-playing in the album, Gaga says, “I didn’t just use the saxophone in [the album] and ‘The Edge of Glory’ for the sake of using the saxophone – it’s an instrument that means something to me and my childhood” (8, Popjustice). In a similar vein, when explaining the Born This Way album to Stephen Fry, Lady Gaga says, “I wanted it to be…like how I experienced music when I was young.” Clarence Clemons functions both as a symbol and as a real figure from Gaga’s personal history, her childhood, as well as an icon situated in the fabric of music history. Like the archival Versace clothing in the video, Gaga reintroduces Clemons into the fray of the current, presenting his identity in a way that pays homage to his and music’s past, and simultaneously re-imagining him for today. Gaga tells Popjustice, “You will be saying, ‘I love the saxophone, the saxophone in ‘The Edge of Glory’ is so genius.’ You will compare every saxophone you ever hear to the one you hear in ‘The Edge of Glory’” (14, Popjustice).

I’m gonna run right to the edge with you…

When I first heard the saxophone in “The Edge of Glory,” I must admit I compared it to every sax-solo I had heard previously. It was a regressive experience. Here, Gaga implies that the sax-solo in her song has a distinctly progressive quality, such that every sax-solo we hear after “TEOG” will be compared to the one in her song. Gaga explicitly states, the song “redefines the saxophone in modern, digital-era Top 40 music” (14, Popjustice). Thus the circle completes itself: one that is as simultaneously self-referentially reductive as it is progressive, as Gaga seeks to inculcate this old-as-new quality of pop in the realm of music at large.

Finally, let’s consider Gaga’s love affair with New York City. The video’s setting is a New York City apartment, not unlike the one in which she lived when she was still a struggling artist on the Lower East Side. Gaga dances about its fire-escape, sweeps her hands across its brick, lays against it, humps its railing, and even kisses the ground beneath it in the climax of the bridge of the song.




Gaga presents her symbolic “love-affair” with the city literally, personifying New York City by outrageously and deliberately making-love to it. As the city of her birth, literally and creatively, it rightfully serves as the way-point of her evolution.

Anderson Cooper interviewing Lady Gaga on the steps of her apartment.

At the beginning of the video she exits her apartment window, returning to it in the final shot. As Gaga has said in many ways before, she tells Fry, “I…see myself as in an endless transformative state.” The frames are nearly identical, except that by the end of the video, Gaga has removed her sunglasses and her shirt, symbolizing her creative transformation. She exits the world as a new iteration of herself, completing another cycle of creative evolution.



Lady Gaga has crafted “The Edge of Glory” to serve as a sonic prolepsis, heralding the ongoing and future evolution of not only her own image and creative identity, but also that of the creative industries of music and fashion at large. The video rejoices in the transience of these creative mediums, while acknowledging that they never truly die, arriving in a variety of contexts repurposed and redefined. Gaga sings, “I’m on the edge of something final we call ‘life’ tonight. / Alright! Alright!” She celebrates the finality of it because it is the death of one form of life, and the death of one form marks the advent of another. Such is the nature of rebirth, creative or otherwise: we’re on the edge of a threshold, not a sheer drop.

Author Bio:
Chris Hershey-Van Horn (@RCHVH) is a senior English and American Literature Major at Middlebury College. This is his second article for Gaga Stigmata. Comments of his are also featured in “Critical Discourse & Facebook: Analyzing Lady Gaga on Germany's Next Top Model.” He is one of the co-founders of the literary journal of video game aesthetics and narrative, The Journal of Interactive Narratives (@InteractiveNarr) and currently works as a PR intern at Les Figues Press in Los Angeles. The little free time that isn’t spent writing about Gaga is spent writing his memoir.

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Sunday, June 19, 2011

Pop Time

By Becca Klaver

This is the second piece in our series on the video for “The Edge of Glory.” Click here for the first piece.



Something happened to cheesy in 2011

and this has a lot to do with the saxophone

The Varsity online reports:

“Last year in an interview with Exclaim,
Deerhunter’s Bradford Cox, right after
the band’s critically lauded Halcyon Digest was released,
predicted that in 2011 everyone would have
a saxophone on their record because,
‘Saxophones are just cool.’”

You can hear it on Destroyer’s Kaputt
You can see it on Gaga’s “The Edge of Glory”
And while everyone wants to say
Kenny G
it’s actually Lou Reed or the Stones
it’s actually Clarence Clemons, ailing
it’s the heart of rock and roll

The first time I watched “The Edge of Glory” video
I didn’t “like” or “dislike” [click here]
But I thought it was incredibly cheesy
cheesy in a way that made me want to look away
embarrassed for The Haus of Gaga
for firing the original director, Joseph Kahn
for losing the mermaid theme, the Brooklyn Bridge,
the “Couture Doctors” in scrubs and black gloves (“think Dr. 90210”)
the “Puerto Rican or Dominican type badass”
“willing to kiss Lady Gaga” (“think Enrique Iglesias”)
the military men holding M16 rifles

“The Edge of Glory”
is cheesy the way saxophones are cheesy
the way Rent and West Side Story are cheesy
the way 80s MTV looks cheesy
the way early Lady Gaga videos were cheesy

(“Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)”
was released
only two years earlier to the day
remember we are on
Pop Time
and we race and race but never catch up)

Cheesiness is meant to make you look away

so were alien prosthetics meant to
as were giant shoulderpads
and meat dresses

Gaga-Gaze makes you look away
stunned or embarrassed
and then look back again
only to find
she’s raced on to the next thing

On the same day
“The Edge of Glory” video premiered
Gaga’s meat dress—
after visiting a taxidermist
who put it in a meat locker
and treated it with chemicals—
traveled to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame
where it is in a glass case
with canisters that soak up the humidity
and soak up the glutens
There are gels to “control the environment”
They’ve painted it redder
to make it look more meaty
less jerky

There are methods of preservation
and resurrection
known only to animal stuffers
and Hollywood hustlers
and The Haus of Gaga

If the 90s are back
(let’s not say “back,”
let’s say “reclaimed”
or “polished off”)
if the 90s are polished off
then irony should be, too
but irony came down with the white dust
10 years ago
and doesn’t dare
be so cavalier, so arrogant again

(Conan crashes to basic cable,
Chandler’s pilots flop and flop)

If the 90s have been reclaimed
then at the very least cheesy
should be
out of the question,
which is why
63% of voters have clicked “dislike”
for “Edge of Glory”

They look away look away look away
as they are meant to—

You can tell that’s studio-lot New York, not real New York.
Backbends? Spinning around a lamppost? Thrusting against the rail?
How can she dance like that?
Why is her lip-synching so off?
Seriously, an old black guy with a saxophone on a stoop?

Turns out everybody’s always lip-synching
and those spin moves are quotations
That guy, my dear, is a legend
and half of New Yorks are filmed
and manufactured in Los Angeles

This isn’t the 80s in the 90s
This is the 80s in 2011
We are the tweens of a new century
and our bodies are changing
and we are urgent

Is that smoke or steam?

Reference and
reputation and
reality
lose their power
when expectations are
raised
to mythological proportions

If “Born This Way” was goddess myth
and “Judas” Christian myth
and the mer-myth of “Edge of Glory” was scrapped
what are we left with?

“The Edge of Glory” sounds like
an intense love song
but there is no lover
only a man on a stoop playing a saxophone

There is a moment (4:47)
when Gaga lies on her back on the sidewalk
at the bottom of the stoop
and points to Clarence as she sings “you”

But there is nothing sexy about her point

She could be pointing at the saxophone

And maybe she is

Music as lover, très Gaga—

Because of Music
Fame becomes Monster and maybe eventually
becomes Glory
But what is Glory?
The Glory Monster must be
The Fame Monster’s benevolent twin
Glory is what swirls around Fame
what shapes it
arriving before or after or out-of-time
Music without all the trappings
Something simpler, closer to home
All the adulation without all the flashbulbs
of “Paparazzi”

“The Edge of Glory” is all this, too
And it is cheesy to bask in one’s own Glory
It is nearly absurd
when one already makes the most money
and garners the most Google hits
It is certainly absurd
to bask in one’s own Glory
while one’s apartment may be on fire
and it’s the middle of the night
and no one else is around
and that’s a saxophone, not an M16

Where is the danger in “Edge of Glory”?

She doesn’t need saving

She just wants to dance

Lady Gaga is 25
The most famous girl in her 20s
Now that Britney and Christina and Paris
are all turning 30 this year
like me
And if “Edge of Glory”
is Gaga’s quarterlife crisis
then let it be
Let it be the cheesy bad dream of a fire
and an escape and a saxophone and a stoop
Let it be the knowledge that an edge
is a verge
and a cliff
Let her gaze wander back to the videos
that played on TV in  1986
when Stefani was born
that way, Gagaesque
Let it wander straight into
the mytho-futuristic

And let our gaze turn away, turn away
from something so simple and cheesy
and glorious
we can barely watch


Coda

            for saxophone

I wrote this poem, printed it out,
went to a beer garden in another borough
& didn’t look at it once all night,
not even in the bathroom.
There was a stage on a cement platform
in the middle of the huge yard,
empty save for smokers & shortcutters.
When I came home & learned
Clarence Clemons had died
the fame and glory and danger
seemed all his.

Lady Gaga, clairvoyant or not,
got it right
with only two days’ retrospect
(we are on Pop Time, come hither,
go hence, but quickly).

Cheesy becomes poignant just like that.
You go out, you come home.

This song started with a prediction
and ends with a prophecy.

Now kids in their 20s
far from Asbury Park
will know Clarence Clemons
and what he was doing on that stoop.

Ghosting into the future.

This is the myth of Lady Gaga as sibyl,
in which she of all people
gets out of the spotlight and,
writes Heraclitus,

with frenzied mouth
uttering things 
not to be laughed at,
unadorned and unperfumed,
yet reaches to a thousand years
with her voice

The saxophone, the bagpipes

spirit blowing through the reeds

5,109,428 views

hangin’ on a moment with you


Author Bio:
Becca Klaver is a graduate of the University of Southern California, where she studied screenwriting, English, Gender Studies, and Spanish, and of Columbia College Chicago, where she received an MFA in Poetry. She is currently pursuing a PhD in English Literature at Rutgers University. With Arielle Greenberg, she is editing a collection of contemporary poems for teenage girls, a project inspired by an article they co-wrote entitled “Mad Girls’ Love Songs: Two Women Poets – a Professor and Graduate Student – Discuss Sylvia Plath, Angst, and the Poetics of Female Adolescence” (College Literature 36.4; to be reprinted in Critical Insights: Sylvia Plath [Salem Press, 2011]). She is also the author of a collection of poems, LA Liminal (Kore Press, 2010), and a chapbook, Inside a Red Corvette: A 90s Mix Tape (greying ghost, 2009). Klaver is co-founding editor of the feminist poetry press Switchback Books, and has taught literature, writing, and editing in a variety of traditional and nontraditional settings.

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Friday, June 17, 2011

Into the Groove of Lady Gaga’s “The Edge of Glory,” a Phenomenological Inquiry

By Danielle Pafunda

This is the first in a series of pieces that analyze the video for “Edge of Glory.” Each day for the next week, we’ll be posting an essay that explores a specific aspect of the video.


Live out your fantasy here with me

I know it’s gauche and boring to compare Lady Gaga to Madonna at this point in Gaga’s career, but relax. I won’t tell you Gaga’s work is like Madonna’s. I’m going to tell you Gaga updates and completes those pop projects Madonna began over two decades ago. She’s not conducting homage, ripping off, or riffing off. She’s finishing the job. “Born This Way” takes “Express Yourself” to its logical extreme, its extreme (un)natural conclusion, “Judas” cracks open the dark Kinder egg “Like a Prayer” left in our garden, and “The Edge of Glory,” our current concern, gives fans what “Into the Groove” ultimately squirms away from.


The video for “Get Into the Groove” uses footage from the 1985 film Desperately Seeking Susan wherein Madonna plays a troubled party girl and Rosanna Arquette plays the repressed, temporarily amnesiac (read: zero interiority) suburban housewife. While the film and video invite fans to imagine themselves as Arquette, trying on the elusive star’s magical jacket, brushing against sex and danger they’d never experience as themselves, the project refuses to dissolve its fourth wall, to allow the fan to become the fantasy. It keeps a squeamish distance, insisting instead that the fan remain a lower Other, a voyeuristic nonentity.

Only when I'm dancing can I feel this free
At night I lock the doors, where no one else can see.

Here’s what Lady Gaga’s “The Edge of Glory” video hasn’t got: mutations, aliens, monsters, surgically enhanced cheekbones, twitching, Frankenstein body stutters, mucoid goo, doctors, headpieces, prison guards, fey lovers, poison, intergalactic birth machines, Dante-esque tectonic underground hellscapes, guns, machineguns, boobguns, clones, costume changes, motorized apostles, metallic crustaceans, pink hair, blow-up orcas for faking making-out, sexy men in cartoon wolf heads passed out on toilets, Beyonce, back-up dancers, a narrative.

Here’s what it has: a fire escape, a front stoop, a window, a high-octane smoke-machine, St. Elmo’s style saxophone hair tossing.[i]

So why even watch it? Gaga’s dance moves reference ballet, new wave, fly girl, Cher-strut, and Singing in the Rain. This is the kind of dancing one does by herself in front of the mirror when she, in Butler’s terms, “identifies not with an empirical person but with a fantasy…with the posture of some imagined relation whom one also imagines to be the recipient of love.” This is the dance you do by yourself with the imaginary body of your hopeless crush. This is the dance you do when no one’s home and you hold the doorframe and thrust your torso through it like into your lover’s arms. This is the kind of dance you do that feels big in your body, but would look small, ridiculous, would shame you if anyone caught it on film. You strip off articles of clothing, accessories, you shake out your hair which isn’t actually the long porno hair let down from the sultry librarian’s bun, but just your hair. You don’t want to open your bedroom window and leap right out so everyone can see the big thrill pounding through you because the thrill simply won’t manifest on your body, and, for another thing, Butler again, “the soul is precisely what the body lacks; hence that lack produces the body as its other and its means of expression…a figure of interior psychic space inscribed on the body as a social signification that perpetually renounces itself as such.” To lay bare your soul on your ugly body is to admit or accept that your soul is ugly, is plain, is small and disappointing. The edge of glory is in fact not an edge at all. You’re just a little person having a big feeling. The abyss you intuit is actually just a ten-foot drop. At worst, at best, you’ll get a goose egg on your forehead.

I’m tired of dancing here all by myself,
Tonight I wanna dance with someone else

But that doesn’t mean I have to go out. Better: open that interior window. Go deeper in, bring the Other with you. Take the body into the soul, take the fantasy inward. Through Gaga’s window, we see the brightly lit stage. We see the world in which her body is augmented by hyperbolic costumes and exquisite dancer-bodies, by buckets of blood and massive machines, her soul staged on her body, not revealed there. To go out the window is to go in. To leave the stage, enter the sentimental daydream of Gaga at home, face scrubbed of foreign objects (if not make-up), in her undies (if metal studded leather undies). Where the narrative would normally insist that the singer must break away from her fans to be alone with her man, like Tiffany tries and fails to do in the 1987 “I Think We’re Alone Now,” Gaga breaks away from the stage to be alone with us.


Gonna get to know you in a special way
This doesn't happen to me every day
Don't try to hide it love wears no disguise
I see the fire burning in your eyes

It’s not entirely accurate to say that “The Edge of Glory” has no narrative, but it does lack Gaga’s customary enhanced narrative. This video runs on the song’s narrative, stripped down. We’re alone tonight. The edge is metaphorical, the risk won’t kill us. It’s almost cheerful. I might mangle Butler to my own ends, observing that it’s not a fantasy Gaga has, nor a fantasy her fans have, nor do any of us live this fantasy. Instead, the fantasy exists between us. It conditions and constructs the specificity of the fan’s relation to Lady Gaga.

In poetry, the confessional works like this: it draws the reader close with its breathy promise of a secret. The reader, though wholly aware that she holds in her hands a book that anyone can purchase, enters the space of fantasy wherein the poet (often dead many years!) looks into her eyes and spills secrets for her alone. Somehow, it convinces. Phenomenologically speaking, who am I to say this intimacy isn’t real? Though the poem is widely available, perhaps the aura that buzzes between reader and poem is where the real fantasy work takes place. Perhaps the artificiality makes the stage door clearer, shows the reader right where to enter. Perhaps when the reader puts in, she fantasizes the poet just as the poet fantasized her, and these fantasies converge, actual coitus.

Live out your fantasy here with me
Just let the music set you free
Touch my body, and move in time
Now I know you're mine

For those of us who prefer building an identity through monster-vision, who watch Gaga videos for entertainment and blueprints, this video disappoints, but we’re not her entire audience. We’re probably not even the bulk of her audience. Lady Gaga’s fans asked for “The Edge of Glory” video, and she right quick made it for them – a modular fantasy. An open door symbiotic fantasy, one that doesn’t exclude, but includes the fan. It’s not fancy, and it’s not for each fan, but perhaps for those who are at sea in their affection for the star. She takes each one to this interior space. Staged, kitschy in its production value, referential in its urban sterility, one enters the video with her guard down. But when Gaga leaves the window frame, she walks toward her fans, not away from them. What brims in the aura between fan and video will largely depend on the fan’s ability and willingness to suspend disbelief, and that fan’s investment in the star herself. Here is an opportunity to see Lady Gaga scaled to fit, fit our screens, our imaginations. Maybe anyone could be Lady Gaga in this video, or join Lady Gaga in this video. One could move from fan to fantasy. Further, if an identity is constituted through a fantasy, then Gaga’s issuing a thank you. You fan, have constituted me. It’s just the two of us, here. I think about you when I dance alone.




[i] The actual saxophone playing will remind us of our pure-of-heart Bruce Springsteen and the E Street Band days because it’s Clarence Clemons who’s the Bleeding Gums Murphy to Lisa Simpson or Léon to Mathilda in The Professional. He’s an unlikely guardian, but ultimately one who can better protect and guide our young heroine than any institutionally approved daddy. He won’t let her give up or get shot, but he also won’t lock her away to keep her safe or consider her virginal (vaginal) property. When they sit side by side on the front stoop we get a naive sense of well-being; a hint of Sesame Street, a hint of “Jenny from the Block” otherwise foreign to the Gaga oeuvre.

Author Bio:
Danielle Pafunda is author of Iatrogenic: Their Testimonies (Noemi Press), My Zorba (Bloof Books), Pretty Young Thing (Soft Skull Press), and the forthcoming tales of a mommy vampire Manhater (Dusie Press Books). With Alissa Nutting she’s at work on a collaborative short fiction collection about sad animals, dead pearls, and salty carnivals. She’s on the board of directors at VIDA: Women in Literary Arts, and teaches gender & women’s studies and English at the University of Wyoming.

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